I have resistance to reach a higher consciousness, why I fight, let me put me in the divine Mother’s lap. How long do I have to wait, makes no sense, I am in her hands. The Temple is neither clean nor ready both yet, so why I believe in her. Even in the darkest moment the Divine Mother takes my hand. I am faith in an inert body, peaceful mind and joyful soul. The subtle recall of former lives is always there. I have a subtle recalled of former lives. She is always there. My attitude full of surrender is not only helpful but also handed to evolve me to the higher life.
Someone said, “An undivided life is not worth living”, Should I don’t believe that statement. It is a hard work getting used to avoid other’s influence. But I have assistance from the divine Mother, so I will face it. It is of vital importance creating the habit of meditation every day. So I will not wait and watch but try to concentrate first on the divine Mother’s image. It will assist me. How to reach the unfaltering surrender is a mystery. I will ask mother assistance to unveil it.
I have a doubt about “What kind of being I am– Do you think am I?” So what? I have a gift of patience and persistence form the divine Mother. I do not regret about my disconnected past.
I have not forgotten you the divine Mother, not even my many past lives. Even the most inert existence can be transformed. Sitting inert helps me to recall you and practicing the use a gift of an art of balancing the patience and the persistence form the divine Mother.
To recall in detail is helpful to decertification of my doubt, with a loving and helpful attitude of the gratitude towards the divine Mother. I will follow the undivided path. There is no reason for being afraid of the undivided influence. The Divine Mother’s influence has become of high importance in my every action and thought. I have with me unfaltering love Divine.
Dear Holly Mother, Your unfaltering generosity is a good example to follow in my day today’s activities to survive in the present human form. I am surrendering to you please; accept me as I am! I am asking for your grace.
By Luciana Cecchi, 31.01.2010
Edited by Gajendra, March 15th 2011
